Tis the season to stay up on caffine fal la la la la la la la la

Yeah unfortunetly their wont be that much more posts here for a bit seeing as its that time of year again, EXAM SEASON!

Plenty of all nighters fueled by sugary sweetness and bubbly energy drinks(Lucozade being my preferred choice of course!)Also a lot of early morning treks to the RDS simmoncourt for the exams,we did it today and took a good fucking 40 LONG minutes trying not to slip on ice resulting in soaking wet boots and socks,not the best feeling in the world when sitting an exam and trying to concentrate.
Anyway Im going to post here and there in between the mountain of study that needs to be done,as i have a few proper post i never actually put on my blog,and i'll be taking a nice breather from it all to celebrate my 20th birthday,which unluckily falls in the middle of exams,boo! but yeah cake and food and friends and cocktails :)



Anyway didnt do much this week,studied and went and saw Harry Potter FINALLY,and yes i realise im probs the last person in the world to see it,and yes i did cry at the end about dobby,im a regular old waterworks when it comes to movies.

Going to leave some fun YouTube stuff here,im a sucker for vlogs and im addicted to them because its NOT reality tv,its actually reality,theres a BIG shocker ha. I usually watch make-up tutorials(michelle phan being an obvious favorite) and beauty product reviews just because their handy and theres a few vloggers i follow who vlog on a daily/weekly basis. One of my FAVORITES is 'Leflooftv' which is the channel that belongs to Johnathan and Anna and their adorable puppy albi! Their a couple who live in cork, both have their own youtube channels,johnathans being a games channel and anna has her popular channel 'TheStyleDiet' which discusses make-up,clothes style etc etc etc and she also has her own book coming out soon! But 'Leflooftv' is kinda their everyday stuffs channel and its quite cool.I think their a deadly couple and quite fun and quirky check em out if youve got few mins! heres a recent one



and heres an old one that i thought was gas



Im going to bed now,went to bed at 4 this morning :( sleeeeeeeeeeeppppyyyyyy

xoxoxo

Results of not living at home

one messy walk-in wardrobe, the look of guilt on my face says 'im not tidying it until i need to'

hehehe

xoxox

A series of unfortunate events

Everything,a nd i mean EVERYTHING breaks just before christmas.

It is a tradition that has never left me alone every blasted year! My stuff starts to break and it couldnt come at a worse time.

My laptop is now extremely ill!
Little red has been taken victim by either a deadly virus or some other hardware related dieaese. So until then I am laptop-less(Oh good god im having withdrawel symptoms already!) So the only way im gettin near online is college computors! *sigh*

I just hope my baby is going to be okay, I have lots of work I have to do before exams, and i NEED to watch gossip girl this week! so its highly important that she gets better( dont judge my laptops gender :/........ ) For now Ive tried almost everything i know possible and done some research on the help forums but i cant figure it out and neither can my uncle marcus(whos assisting me via facebook) Im going to try leave it with John for a bit and see if he can decipher anything out of this.

Until then, Boredom :(

xoxoxox

Im gunna make you swallow your pride

So another 'great' start to the weekend, I find out I was returning to an empty house again. How appropriate.At the moment its saturday night and Im currently awake blogging away in my bed because I swear to god I heard something downstairs and im too freaked to go check it out and i cant even comprehend trying to sleep. I realise I havent done a proper blog in quite a bit, thats due to the fact ive either been either one of the following: too lazy, too tired, too busy or just not bothered at all. I think its a combination of all four that explains it.

Ive had an un-productive 2weeks socially,kind of....
Once again I found myself out of my depth in deadlines for essays that made me want to pull out eyeballs from their sockets and shove them done my lecturers throats. Needless to say from that violent description,I havent been the best of humor most days. I still cant get my head around how to write the perfect Art History essay,seriously! They give you a word minimum, you write everything you possibly can and then BOOM, youve reached 900 words of pure and utter historical perfection completed and yet your still 1000 words off the target. FML Whoever set out the school of art history's essay rules,i really really really really really really really bloody hate you.... Git.

Also on a rather quick note before i forget: Im trying this thing where I stop swearing.Come to realise I have a sailors mouth,no question about it. so trying to cut down on all the dirt talk and be a good girl,in turn the 'F' word will b replaced with a lot of 'bloody' 'git' 'sugar' and 'dammit' Just for future reference so you know im NOT actually trying to act cockney, east-end or whathaveyou.

Back to what I was talking about....ah yeah, my lack of a life right now,fun. Eh well basically, its going to stay pretty quiet for the next while.....again. Study week is the week after next for the christmas exams, and to be perfectly honest Im going to DEFINETLY need it! Most take 'Study' week as a week to go home and be fed and watered by mammy or to stay in dublin for the week and go out on the beer every night until you suddenly realise come sunday, that you are initally royally screwed for exams and start to panic. This year its hardcore study all the way for me ( I can hear the procrastination gushing out as I type that!) Im in 2nd year so there kind of arent too many excuses you can use for failing exams, this all counts towards that GPA at the end of the day, and hey,who heck wants to say they did crap in Arts!! So there will be a lot of endless hours in the library, downloading lecture notes you should have been through 6weeks ago,scary make-up-less-ness,messy 'I couldnt actually give a crap' hair,comfy clothes and tracky bottoms,take-aways and tea and of course late nights infueled with diet coke,red bull and various other energy drinks to keep me going until I actually LEARN stuffs........yes I use the word 'stuffs'....come on,Im a student,we speak no normal.

And fingers crossed I will make it through the exams alive with a pass under my belt.
THEN, we drink!
Id also like to point out that it SUCKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSS incredibly that Im turning 20 dureing the exams,again F.M.L FML FML FML FML. So i dont know if im holding off on celebrating till exams end on the 22nd or,just have something in between? ugh I'll decide when that gets sooner,but for now its just annoying me a little bit.

ah well!!
Ive nothing else to talk about for now,well thats actually an understatement, btu im just pretty bloody tired and need to go to bed before I pass out on my laptop like I did last week,keyboard face is NOT attractive in the morning.

xoxoxo

xoxoxox

New libro cop wont stop stareing at me so im trying to look busy with this ha

If you married the last person you texted what would your last name be?
Quinn ,hehe

Is there anyone who understands you completely?
I don’t think anyone can truly ever understand everything about a person

Has anyone of the opposite sex laid in your bed?
Yes,people like 2 steal my bed :(

Hows your heart been this last month?
Well its still beatn away haha, ah meh been tampered with,nutin ya cant handle

Has more than one person ever told you they’re in love with you?
LOL u must b jokein rit?

Are you listening to anything right now?
5ive- if ya getting down, so GAY but reminds me of funtimes last thrusday ha

Do you think that two people could last together forever?
Ahhhhhh yeah i guess, i mean c’mon look at Ben ‘N Jerry

Does your best friend approve of the last person you kissed?
Nopes

Could you go out in public, looking like you do now?
HELL NO!

Do you care about the last boy you texted?
Last boy I texted? Or last boy who texted me? Hah nah yeah last guy i text absolutely ADORES me,cant say i feel the same about him so its kinda awkward......shit hes probs reeadin this.... :P

Do you think your next kiss will be a mistake?
Depending on how much alcohol ive consumed, yep!

Do you have someone you can tell everything to?
Yeah

Your ex wants you back?
lolz

Has someone ever made a promise with you and broke it?
Too many

What does your hair look like right now?
Dark browny/reddy nd straight for the 1st time in weeks!

How long was your longest phone conversation you’ve ever had?
3 hours i think, it was lovely :)

Who was it with?
James, we were chatting and then I was watching the Butterfly Effect, we stayed on the phone so he cud tell me when the scary bits were so i cud look away <3 now thats a EPIC boyfy :D

You had sex last night, didn’t you?
Oh dear u got me there! HAHAHA......seriously no. On my tod,story of my life.

Do you have drama in your life?
Yeah wish i didn’t :/

Do you and your most recent ex still talk?
Yeah hes one of my besties, Proof that life doesn’t need to be so dramatic.

Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Nope

Do you still talk to the last person you kissed?
Of course

Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?
God i hope not :/

Who was the last person to kiss your cheek?
Not tellllllliiiiiiinnnnngggggg ha

Was your last kiss drunk or sober?
I think i was drunk, meh dunno

Do you have any television obsessions?
Gossip Girl, Teen Mom, House, The Tudors, Deadliest Catch, nd i still love re-watching the hills :(

If the last person you kissed saw you kissing someone else right now do you think they would care?
Em i don’t know,id say they wud but bein a typical lad theyd pretend they didn’t care

Do you like hugs or do you freak when people hug you?
They make my day :)

How was last night?
Scary,thought someone was trying to break in

Are you a jealous person?
Nope im anxious and paranoid

Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
Dont know

Do you want to see somebody right now?
The girls!

Would you prefer a thunderstorm or for it to be snowing?
Snow Snow Snow!!!

What’s wrong with you right now?
Meh men, stress, college ya know the usual 4 everyone

What color shirt are you wearing?
Navy with a beige string top underneath

Do you have a best friend?
Yup ive a few

Will you be in a relationship in the next month?
Nopes

How often do you straighten your hair?
Not often,i just straighten my fringe when it wont lie flat

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
The future more often now

Is there someone who makes you instantly smile when you receive a message?
No i hate texting, im more of a face-to-face person, ya know seeing someone in the flesh!!

How many pillows do you sleep with?
2,i cant sleep with just one

Do you want any children?
Depends who id be having them with

Are you wearing makeup?
A bitta mineral powder

When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
Last Thursday night, I haven’t seen any of my boys since then :(

Are you one of those people who hate crying in front of others?
Its grand in front of my besties,but not in public, thats soo embaressing

Are you in a good mood today?
Me ive an essay to do so im not in the best of moods

Has anyone lied to you lately?
Yep

Are you currently getting over someone?
No im getting under someone ;) haha ah im grand sure

Is there someone you can be your complete self around?
Eh yeah

Has anyone told you they missed you lately?
Yeahhhhh ally did last night the cutie

When and where did your last kiss take place?
Ah thats for me to know ;)

What is the last thing you did before bed last night?
Watched Glee and ate rolos

What are your plans for Friday?
Decide wether 2 go home or not, eat, watch tv, chill out and give someone whats been coming to them for a long time.

Gettn that Festive feeling

I should really write a proper blog,

But im too busy with college work and stress etc etc to actually type anything other than an essay on art antiquity. Soooooooo i decided to do something for me and write out my chirstmas/ Birthday Wishlist!

Just cos ive been too good this week, i deserve a little indulgence........that and i cant stop googleing all these delish things :)

TELL SANTA I WANT THESE!!!

and If u really love me,consider these when picking out my birthday present, cheers thanks okay i love you bye bye! ;D

*sigh* a girl can dream cant they?

Well first things 1st i NEED a new phone so one of these beauts would do fine!

Then because ive become obsessed with nail polish, id LOVE some WAH nails art pens,they look amazing!!

Then cos i was such a good girl this year I think i really deserve the Urban Decay Naked Palette ;) so so so so so so yummy!!!!

BIG WISH! Cheryl coles Hair extensions, just cos im fed up with trying to grow my hair,its taking waaaaaaay to bloody long! also her jacket <3

Bottle of my fave designers perfume, I know i still have Lola but i adore Rain,it smells amazo and lasts a lifetime cos the bottle is huuuuuge!

And finally something usefull, a laptop case that fits my latop.

Because i still cant find one small enough for my teeny tiny laptop :(

xoxox

the only thing that kept me sane the last 2 weeks.......

Blair- Then its settled then.

Chuck- We're settled.....

OMG

I screamed and did a little *whoohoo* dance when this happened

:D

xoxoxo

Getting all nostalgic

Someone please tell santa I d really like the new Dvd Diamond 2disc edition of Beauty and the beast.

Saw it on telly there the other day and almost had a heart attack.

I really really really wanna see the new edition with the restored colour and sound and extra bonus bits. Im such a kid, but tis is my ALL TIME favorite Disney movie. Belle was always my fave Disney princess

xoxoxo

Lets play a game.....your not going to win,but I just enjoy seeing you crawl

Your too afraid to jump.

Thats the fucking problem babe.

xoxo

Remember November.....for all the wrong reasons!

Okay so this month isnt going as smooth as i hoped it would. Its november and that means 4 very important things:

1. ESSAYS,this is the time we all get bogged down with deadlines and basically have no social life. It sucks so baaaaaad

2. It gets ridiculously dark at like 5pm,which confuses my brain and makes me more sleepy in the evenings,in turn leading myself to become more lazy than usual.

3. Get to wrap up in lotsa layers and cardigans and jumpers and long sleeves and scarfs and slipper socks and drink hot chocolate/Tea all day every day and wear my favorite, hats! yay yay yay! :)

4. HARRY POTTER COMES OUT THIS MONTH! :D and if your as super excited as I am you should have a Potter week like myself and liane,we are going to watch a Potter movie every night in celebration of the occasion! Im a total Potter-head,read every book a billion times,had an old crush on daniel radcliffe(ew now) collected the chocolate frog cards, ate the jellybeans,had the PS2 games,was a proud member of the online Potter community.

Yeah,total Potter-geek.

Im not even goin to touch on the subject of the big 'C' word that everyone is now getting ready for,its just a litttttttttle bit too early for that.

Last Night I stayed up until the wee hours in desperation of studying for an exam and completing an essay.It was a big.fat.fail.

And i woke up delirious from the lack of sleep, I hate it when I feel like that,quick shower helped but still had to wrap up and drag my ass into college in the windy and cold to go to my exam,return books to the library and print off more work.

Ive got 2 more essay and a stats assignment next week. The actual joys! Whoever said Arts was not difficult obviously dropped out in 1st year and never made it 2nd year!

In other news I got an email back about something fun I could have lined up for the summer.But im still trying to decide wether im going to go abroad this year to work or not? If I stay here in dublin, I have my apartment for the summer anyway and I could see my friends a lot, that and the added fact Im planning my trip to Paris and hopefully a week or 2 in Italy with the Fam.

If I go abroad I might miss all that, a good few 21st's and I might not make that much money if I tod off abroad.Nothings set in stone but nows the time to start applying for summer stuff in the like of america etc etc. ugh decisions decisons!

Wouldnt mind 4weeks there,4weeks here kinda thing. All depends on where the moneys at to be honest! Got rent to pay ya know!

Right i'll wrap this up cos I want to watch a movie and do a bitta browseing on forever21.com before i finally sleep after the tragic fail that was last night :( I hate late nighters,make me feel even more stupid the next day.

ah well

xoxoxo

I wish that you knew when I said 2 sugars actually I meant 3

Im too tired and confused to write anything

the way peoples minds work sometimes,has me seriously thinking some people were just born ignorant and stupid.

Stressed and just a littttttle bit moody

At this point of my 2weeks of hell,its only day one and i want to write about ANYTHING apart from analytical cubism/ primitivism dureing 1907 and 1912 and its importance to society.

Its that time of year again all my work piles up and I cant keep up :(

Other than that im dieeeeeeing to blog about a few things that have been creeping up in the last while but I just havent got the words right now as Im saving all my 'amazing' english writing skills for my essays,which im clearly going to bullshit anyway!Also, If someone would like to volunteer to do my statistics assignment for me please do,id be ever so grateful and in your debt!

Its depressing because this year my grades actually count towards my degree unlike last year where we got away with blue murder! I wish it was still the case but sadly and realistically,its not. Im DETERMINED to get good grades,so im starting to slightly panic about all my work because i want absolutley every single thing I do to be nothing less than perfection.My biggest problem at the minute thats standing in my way of achieving the said perfection is my self-doubt.

Again with the bloody second guessing! But when your exams are looming and you want to get a good grade you cant help but stress over these things. So every time i find myself starting an essay,i stop,read over it,and think 'god that is total crap!' and delete everything i wrote and try to start again.If i keep doing this im going to slowly but surely end up with nothing! My desire for this perfection has kinda crept up from somewhere that has been bothering me for some time.

When there are a million things going wrong in life, you focus on one thing and try to make it right whilst leaving everything less important behind( or everything that you DONT need to think about)

So maybe one small achievement might make me feel a hundred times better about all the other unessessary stuff that jamm up life. I think thats how all our parents have managed to live and survive the shitty aspects of the reality of living as an adult.It aint all peaches and cream out there,some learn that quicker than others.You just deal with it and carry on irregardless with a big fat smile on your face.

Ah jeez, Isnt it great when you realise your now an adult?

If im not alive by friday,assume ive died of overexposure to art history.STRESSER!!!!

xoxoxo

Number 1.0.0

This is my 100th post

It took some bloody time to get here,but it did.

I have now typed and blogged about anything and everything utterly dumb and meaningfull,meaningless,ironic,silly,sad,happy and unfortunetly true about my life and just stuffs in general(i love useing that word to kill grammer!) all over the course of 100 posts.

WAHAY!! achievement :)

Also checked that little stats box,to see if anyone actually is reading this little 'not-too-exciting' blog,and according to it I get 17 hits a day..........yes i said a DAY! Ok to a lot of people thats nothing compared to like 100 views a day or 1000,but for someone like me who doesnt 'advertise' there blog everyday on facebook,twitter etc etc blah blah blah and just has a simple little link on my facebook page, thats pretty FREAKING SWEET!

So to those 17 viewers i get each day, Cheers, thanks for reading. I know I talk a lot of shite sometimes and i leave big gaps and im seriously lacking in photographic embellishments, but i promise you, come christmas this is gonna be a very different blog :)

So....I did end up dyeing my hair,its amazing when you shop around you realise how a lot of pharmacies add a few extra euros onto the price of hairdye when compared to larger stores. Tried 2 different pharmacies in Dundrum on Wednesday night. Myself and Liane ended up in good old Tescos and I settled for Nice n' Easy medium Dark Auburn thinking I had made the right choice in going for the lighter shade. But seeing as EVERYBODY LIES and that includes hair dye boxes, I now have very very dark hair again.NOT medium dark auburn. I was a little dissapointed with the results as I thought it made my face look pale and washed out,so my hair is now ultra dark(not black) and it looks reddish in the light. It will get lighter after a few washes and the feedback ive been getting has been pretty good so i guess i should stop complaining and try and work with this new reddish raven-esque mulleee i got going on.

Its a bank holiday weekend at the mo and im shacked up at home babysitting my crew while the rents are out having a social life, so im basically the social outcast this weekend,boohoo, as I will be pulling pints and not drinking them on saturday night. I have no complaints about that, Im just not looking forward to the fact that after this weekend I havent much time to be messing around. I have 4 essays due next month!!!!! and I am freaking out.Thank christ for reading week next week and the extra hour in bed, If i can kill down two of those essays next week it will be such a relief and then maybe I can relax! So if theres a big lacking of blogging next month its because I have deadlines to meet till the 25th and i Intend to make sure i meet them!

anyway going to rap this up and chill with a cup of tea and some oreos in my lovely cosy bed to watch Nick and Norahs Infinite Playlist!

Bliss

xoxoxox

WAH gorgeousness

Barrys Tea and The Loft are Playing host to WAH nails on 27th of october. There will be nail painting and tea and plenty of chats and fun,im on guestlist so let me know if you wanna go! WAH nails will be opening soon in dublin after its chaotic take over of the London beauty scene, rumor has it the nail bar will be set up in Harvey Nic's Dundrum! This is not just nail polish this is ART on your fingertips!

Check these beauts of masterpieces out if your not convinced :)

3am sandwich's and 3 euro drinks

Realised I havent blogged in while again.....the actual effort of this sometimes.

Anyway the last past 2weeks have been a continuous blur of essay deadlines, lab reports and stupid computer programming that you later find out you actually dont have to do anymore(what a relief that was......) Last weekend was J-Dizzles 21st

cant believe that big baby is now actually sociocally accepted as a 'man'! jokes. naaaah it was good fun,i was paticularly looking forward to it as it was my first night out in ros

since JULY where I could actually get dressed up and have a proper night out,yeah i know what a sad life i have! But for reals, I had spent most of summer going to rockies or to town sober after work dressed all casual, so technically i deserved to get all dolled up and hammered :)

I wore a little red/burgundy-ish- i dunno what colour to call it-body con dress and some major kick-ass heels that i bravely teetered in all night with some dutch courage.

Slash of crimson gloss and my new bow necklace and i was good to go.

Id like to sum the night up in one.......but i cant ha!

Jaager would be a good start? Terribly wobbly, Lost my phone :( :(

Night ended apparently at around 8 in the morning.........sweet

Not so sweet? Chris's snoreing,Brian dissapearing,girls being twats and Jagermeister at 7.30 in the morning....DEVILS DRINK,takes away your dignity and your smarts.........not that i had any to begin with...........

anyway we all jus chilled and ate the next day,i felt like such a dude cos i was basically the last girl standing.I am an eejit.And im pretty bloody sure i left a pair of earrings at the house :/ ugh

anyway im sitting here contemplating what the hells to do with my hair? cut it? dye it? hair

extensions? leave it? im so bloody BORRRRRRED with my hair,i swear it is actually the longest ive ever gone with this type of style,i know the side fringe-mid-length-browny-slightly tosseled-hair is my thing,but im just plain fed up with it.

Im considering doing somehting drastic colour wise and have been toying with the idea of useing good old Stargazer on my hair,in a very deep shade of red/eggplant or whatever other sexay colour theyve got in temple bar,

either that or stay that same.........for another decade. SOMEONE HELP ME DECIDE :(

xoxox

Sun kissed skin so hot we'll melt your popsicle

Sitting here in the library,should be working.....but i keep getting distracted.

Funny thing is, this is the place where people come to work or study, the library is where i come and do most of my thinking. Which really does defeat the purpose altogether for me.

But i can help it, il start to work and then as always i'll drift off thinking about things that have NOTHING to do with the antiquity of art history or sociological theory in practice.

Im such a failure for a second year.

I usually end up thinking about things I want to do or things I havent done,what the people next to me are doing and if the really cute guy with the pierceing blue eyes across from me actually is playing footsie with me or not(im sure its just accidental, guys with devastatingly good looks and eyes that could see into your soul dont play footsie in the UCD library.....) *sigh*

To be honest i think hes a bit slow on the uptake anyway,ive been playing footsie back and hes been mulling over one paragraph for the last hour and a half,no joke.ah wellllllll!

I'll blog about last weekend in the next installment for now im in a pensive mood and feel like having a little bit of a rant, im not in the best of moods today so heres where i take out my frustration!

Everyday while ive been in UCD, I have been constantly second guessing myself in absolutely everything i do. I have never been the type of person who will make a choice and be happy with it,i do that with everything though, clothes, food,magazines,boys and hell even deciding what to download to my laptop! I have this annoying little trigger in my brain that as soon as i have to make a choice about something ......"DING'' over analyse,over think,second guessing! It absolutely drove me INSANE last year and it always made me feel like as if i was never playing the game properly and i was only playing for half the time i normally should be. That sounds weird but whatever! Thankfully this year ive taken a more 'fuck it you only live once' attitude and it has had it pay offs and its downfalls. Im still me though, i think ive found the balence in living my life the way i want to without all the worry but still being aware of the results of my actions.........but i still can never pick put what to wear in the morning :P 3 wardrobe changes later and im eventually satisfied!

With all the choices i made in the last 2years plus, it made me think, where would i be now if i had chosen differently? For certain, i know i definetly would not be in UCD. My life would have been a lot different. I was 'supposed' to not do TY and go straight into 5th year so i could take a year out after the LC to travel for a year. I could have done an art portfolio and possibly be in a an art college somewhere painting whatever i felt like came to me and try to pass it off as 'art'. I could have gone to college in New York to study womens studies at NYU. I could have gone to a performing arts school. I might have decided not to bother furthering my education and just move to america and started to work straight away. I actually could have moved to austrailia or dubai, if it wasnt for the fact that we couldnt just drop everything and leave to go halfway around the world just because the work suited my dad. I could have done a MILLION things differently. I dont regret the fact that im still in ireland and im in UCD,thats what i knew was achieveable for the time being. All good things come to those who wait, but even better things happen to those who choose to make the good things to happen. Im bideing my time at the minute trying and scrapping to get my BA so i can hopefully get a job somewhere out of this messed up country and make something of myself without all the second guessing. Because that the irish way of doing things, always thinking you could have done better and could have worked harder, so i cannot wait to get the hell away from that ethos and actually be satisfied and content with the bigger picture for once in my life.

No wonder we ran ourselves into a financial debt-pit of depression.

Us irish,we're NEVER satisfied.

xoxox

Working on a proper post,ive gotten so lazy :/

Adore this guy,he can sing and hes Irish AND hes hott! triple threat.NOM!

Shawty

I PROMISE not to turn this into one of those blogs/tumblrs where all they do is post pictures.
I just adore this still and where shes resting and the innocent question that shes asking 'fred'
If youve ever seen the movie 'Breakfast at Tiffanys' you'll know that this isnt some sleazy post/pre-sex scene. Hollie had crept into Freds apartment, they had just met that day and she was trying to escape some desperado she had stupidally brought home with her.She jumped down the fire escape and into Freds safe abode. He didnt really mind,but he was slighty embaressed as he was not dressed and his 'sugamamma' had just left after getting her mid-week fix. Hollie pours him a drink and pours herself a double and they both light up a cigg and talk casually for a while,quizzing each other about there 'work' and life. Hollie reveals little pieces of her life and her brother back home on the farm,turns out he joined the army and needs to come home,so holly ran away from her homeplace to New York to try and make money(by the only way she knew how....trying to marry a rich man) She wanted to be able to start a life for herself and her brother when he comes home,but shes failing.
Fred, reveals nothing, hollie is curious about him and well she should be, Fred is casually sleeping with a married woman who has more money in the bank then all hes worth. As a struggling writer he entertains his sugamamma and lets her buy him an apartment in Hollie's complex and decorate it out to her taste with her husbands money. Everytime sugamamma leaves she leaves fred a few 50's. Quite shocking isnt it in the broad spectrum of things.
Hollie knows none of this but is rightly suspicious,but she still sees kindness in Fred and continues to talk and relax with Fred, she curls up beside him in bed,looks up at him with her big brown eyes and asks rather innocently 'we are friends arent we?' The sweetness and childlike manner in which she asks this shows how fragile and troubles this girl is, the girl who dresses in pearls and black pencil-skirted dresses made for ladies,and smiles with a glint in her eye. But shes just a broken little scared girl inside.Goes to show you how vunerable people can be and how they can reveal that to you in the most unbeknowing of ways.
I love this scene

And for those who've never seen it, watch this,probably one of the most famous scenes, moonriver.

Why cant life always be a paint party?

Me, rebecca, jennifer and Katy Perry all got it right..... life should be a paint party

xoxo

Because i Cant sleep even tho im sleepy but ive 2much on my mind to stay still......

Do you still talk to the person you last made out with?: Yes i do indeed

Do you know what street your ex boyfriend/girlfriend lives on? Yep

Have you ever slept on a bathroom floor? No,had a nap? yes unfortunetly

What does the seventh text in your inbox say? 'hey only got ur txt now,ah yeah im graand xxx'

When did you last hold hands with someone? Last night with rebecca and jennifer :)

Have you ever thrown up from drinking? Yes,only twice tho,both very embaressing nights

Have you seen your best friend(s) naked? OF COURSE! ;) haha

Has anyone smacked or looked at your butt in the past week? Yes and it was sore!

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? NO,tell me when im not all over the place like I am now hahah

Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes cigs? Dont care jus as long as im not kissing an ashtray

Do you prefer to take showers at night or in the morning? Depends what time i wake/go to bed

You have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? Yes,3 absolute cuties whom I love

What color are your eyes? Bambi Brown

How do you feel right now? Restless and annoyed

Do you know someone who likes you? hmmm maybe

What color is your hair? ugh its brown now,but it looks kinda coppery sumtimes which i HATE

If you we paid one million dollars would you kiss someone the same sex as you? Fo'sho

Holding any big secrets in? Everyone does,stupid question

Will you be in a relationship one month from now? No one can ever predict that

Do you hate the last person who called you? No shes my rock

Is the last person you kissed mad at you? No,kissing is a happy thing to do

Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed? wudnt u like to know nosey!

Have you ever made out on a bed? NO IM A PRUDE.....of course

What were you doing at 8am this morning? Sleeping....in my bed.....on my own thanks

What will you be doing in 3 hours? ehhhh sleeping please god

How often do you straighten your hair? Only wen i need to,i blow dry my hair straight now

What are you currently looking forward to? Sleeping

Is tomorrow gonna be a good day? I hope so

What are you going to do? Go to dundrum,Mind my little cousins and eat eat eat nom nom

Have you dated the person you texted last? No that wud b silly

Are you satisfied with your life as of now? contents a better word

What do you miss most about your past? My dog and not having to worry so much :(

What do you carry with you at all times? student card,phone.keys.money,hair bobbins

Where was the last place you went besides your house? The library

Did you feel awkward at all today? Yes

what are you looking forward to most? didnt i already say sleeping?

Have you ever gone out of your way to make someone happy? TOO MANY BLOODY TIMES

Is there someone who can ALWAYS make you smile? yeah :)

Have you fallen apart before? yup yup

If you had the chance to travel back in time, would you? No i like it here thanks

What’s on your mind? Stuff, i wont put online ya nosey parker :)

How late did you stay up last night? preeeetttty damm late, 4am?

Is there anything you want to tell someone but you can’t? Always and ever

Does it bother you when people respond with one word texts? OMG yes! nd i usually hate txting,but that drives me insane

Is there anyone who hates you? Im sure there is a few i can think of

Do you miss the way things used to be? Sometimes i wanna press the big reset button :/

Your last kiss, on a bed or standing? whats wit all da pervy Q's about my bed?!!

Have you ever had to spend the night at a hospital? yup

Are you currently trying to get over someone? Yeah.......for years like,.its complicated cos hes in a band and everyone is in love with him,i think ya know him, Paolo Nutini is his name? such a manwhore

Have you ever dated someone with longer hair than yours? YES just once wen i cut my hair real short, it was such a joke tbh