sorry,im alergic to bullshit

so i kinda abandoned this for a lil bit.
wasnt in the best of ways recently,and i was too damm lazy to even try to write.
but back now :]

So basically everything kinda fell apart this week,
ad i mean this in the physical way NOT the 'emotional my life has no meaning' way.First my I-pod headphones break the cheap twats,then my laptop adaptor decides to go hay wire and it wont work properly so i keep havin to switch it on and off :/

I woke up yesterday morning with a sore throat and this morning it was worse,to top that off i think i have pink eye :/ its either that or i just look really really tired.
Freaking out about this damm German oral next monday
IM SO NOT READY!
I have five of these stuuupid rollenspiele to learn off aswell as the pictures,which i abso hate cos their boreing as fuck and i really wish i had learned them 3 months ago :(
that would have been the smart thing to do.
well done Robynn.
but on the bright side the oral might not even happen,the teachers are supposed to be going on strike that day so thank god for the recession if they actually do.

I remember last time they went on strike.
i was in the primary school across the road and we watched them at break time walking up and down with their little signs.it was such a laugh.
come to think about it,i actually remember a lot about the secondary school from my primary school.
We used to make fun at the lads and the girls who where smoochin at the wall and shout abuse at them.god those were the days!! :) i loved tellin the lads to get ther hands off the girls ass when they were at the wall,it was hilarious at the time but now i actually see how annoying it was BAHA.
boys were evil perverts back then
they still are :/


right i just went off on a tangent there,
so annnnnnywaaaaaay
got some stuff for our legendary grad sorted.Signed the contract for the hotel and got the bus prices knocked back a bit,sucess!!
also organising more fundraisers for it so we dont have to pay any more money.
look its a recession!
were not THAT loaded!!
oh and sinead stevans(my new bestie) is really excited about my dress! :)
i would be too ;)
she loves the design and is all ready to get started on it.shes making it for me ,shes an abso genius and i totally trust her with this one.
yaaaaaaaayy

so St.Paddys day is back
the one day your supposed to get TOTALLY FUCKED!
and i might not be
depends how i feel ;)
i'll blog what happened anyway,if i can remember what happens aha!


x

Moveing out moveing on

moved house today,
i LOVE my new bedroom
with the walk-in closet.




im in quite a bad mood so i'll keep this short
blog 2mozzo with stories about last weekend and midders

x

I cant think of a good title

Really dont feel like writieng


Im just after wakeing up(i fall asleep in the evenings everyday)
Believe me thats not lazyness,its just what i do dont hate.

Mocks are over,less said the better it'll be fun getting the results and counting up the points,not.
My whole year gets a much deserved break now,so hoepully we'll all be fresh as daisies by the time its over and ready to work again,again probs not :]
all i can do is laugh and learn.

James 18th on Friday!
Was so happy i got to see a lot of people i havent seen in about a year.James choose casual attire for the night and he was lookin well!was a really good night,i was still a bit tired so soz if i seemed a bit moody!
And i have to credit Sarah Meyler on her immpecable TASTE in old men *cough-Richard Gere*
and for her hilarious stories that kept me entertained.ive just got two words

CANDY FLOSS!

Oh and can we Stop with the whole Swallow debate,its a bird,lets leave it at that.


So Valentines day was yesterday,
i totally forgot about these deadli pair of vans i own,
would have been a laugh if id worn them.
Nope instead i choose to wear something else with a valentine theme.Lets say it gorgeous and new and 'im not quite sure if its red or pink' lace,and you cant see it.AHA.Haveing one of ''those'' spending sprees this week,looking forward to it! ;)
I didnt go out for V-day,instead i was babysitting! Ya know working girl style.Look its a resession and i needed monez!
Watched that movie with that piece of SEX Aaron Johnson in it,his body is god.I have to repeatedly apoligize to Brian and John for waiting for waiting for me.I dont know what id do with out them.And John missed his chinese :P im such a bad friend.Sorry love.

Found this today,id love to say i drew it but i didnt.My Mum did! its from her portfolio when she was in college but she never finished it so i might give it a go and see how it turns out.
I really dont wanna fuck up one of her drawings :/

Neev just called over with my uggs.
Bless her,i left them at hers on new years but she came over for a lil visit so now im awake again.

Back is killing me.going physio tommorow i think.
Hes going to kick my ass cos i havent been in so long.
Shit, sit-ups would be a good option right now.

X

I told him i loved him,i just didnt use words

Havent written in a while really,
well due to circumstances beyond my control i was internetless for a week.
WORST possible timing ever!
I'll get to that in a bit,but first in reference to my pic above!
Its kinda a last fling at takeing pics in my room,as of mid-term it wont be mine anymore :[

Im moveing house :D !!!!!!
And im quite excited,new room will be same size as my current one only i'll have a WALK IN WARDROBE!!! yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy!!Am so excited to decorate the new room and stuff.But it got me thinking....

Im REALLY gonna miss my bedroom.I love it to bits,its one of my favorite places in the world and over the years i made it my own.This means i have to take down all the posters,pictures and vougue cut-outs on my wall :( My room holds a lot of great memories for me aswell,good and bad times and(ahem) really really good times ;] teehee.Cleaned a bit of it out already and found so many old diaries and photos and little notes,it really made me sad and made me appreciate how much just a small space can mean to someone.

now someone else will have it,but they'll never know about all the memories that room holds.
But on the brightside i have a opportunity to make new memories,style out a new room and have sone fun in the new house.



Got my Ballet exam results back with the Cert.Grade 6 Merit baby! I love seeing it in writeing eeeeeeeeekkkkk!! Im loveing Grade 7 at the moment its great. my sister got picked to do the Irish National Dance Awards this year,following in my footsteps,well what can i say?Theirs talent in the Stratford blood! If she doesnt win something i'll kill her,she has to keep up my perfect rep ;]


So mocks started,

I ACTUALLY WANT TO DIE OF SLEEP DEPRIVATION.
I havent slept at night for more 4 hours in 5 days.The pic above is the 1st text from English paper one.Imagine the smile on my face as i opened my first page of my first exam when i saw this pic from Marie Antoinette! :] It went alright,paper two was terrible and i had lcvp after which i didnt get to finish because my hand stopped working :/ as in i actually couldnt hold my pen it was so bad.


Maths was a joke.I failed hands down.


Then Irish,i fucking forgot to answer a question and now ive lost 60 MARKS!!!!!
Feel like total crap,im so effing tired and i didnt watch skins last night cos i thought id sleep if i went to bed early(which didnt happen)


oh and valentines day?

U CAN GO F*%K yourself as always ha

X

I told you i was trouble......

Keria knightley's Chanel Dress= Robynns Grad dress

(I WISH!)

Life is not fair





So after much useless research i got my broadband working again,
turns out all i needed was to change my USB cable.

arent i bright?




Last weekend was fun.
Stayed at lianes for our 'Guitar hero ' night which we'd been planning for a bitbecause we figured we needed to 'unwind' a bit,
i started out really crap on guitar hero but by 9pm i was DEADLI!Got a bit hooked on it and got a bit competitive baha!,Lara is actually a genius at the game.
The drink was flowing,and so were the shots (mix of Rum,Vodka,bulmers,fatfrog and malibu)courtesy of Nathanial.Liane didnt drink becuase she had some driving to do and ended up bringing callum and calla out the backroads at like 2 in the morning.

My total time asleep: 20 MINUTES!!!!!
Lianes spare room is haunted by the way,theres totally a 'ghost' in there.Oh and bit of advice to everyone, dont try and beat me up at 6 in the morning,because i will kick your ass.Proven fact.
Great night either way,
Thanks liane!

MOCKS IN 5 DAYS!!---- do not talk to me about it.

really scared.

Just thinking about Mid-Term to try and get by,which will be great hopefully,planning a lot of mischief teehee. and jamesys 18th on friday 13th waahaay.
not much else apart from all the STUDY
its getting so bad in study that i can actually conecntrate,all i hear is too much noise :/ its really frustrating.

Dads Birthday on friday
big ould 39! not.
think i'll take him for a drink.

Explain

Giving a heads up to some of ye,if im being crap at staying in contact im really sorry and you will hear from me soon.
Theirs been a good few problems this that needed sorting and i wasnt really up for giving long explanations,in fact in some cases its nobodys business except my own.sorry but thats the truth.I dont want to feel as if i should explain myself everyday.

To give the basics,
My Grandpa is dieing,
Hes in England,and i havent seen him since the summer when he came to visit, and i wont get to see him before he dies which really breaks my heart.
Ive been told i cant afford to take time out to go to england before my mocks.
I cant even begin to tell you how angry i am about that.
Hes young enough for a grandparent,and i dont want to lose him.
Im extremely lucky that all four of my grandparents are still alive.
I dont think im ready to lose one.

other than that school is a mess.

so if im not talking to you,please dont be offended!!!
theirs just a lot going on atm.

x

So ya hello again

Applause for Robynns blondeness please

i forgot the fucking password for this aggggges ago but now i think im sorted

so today was an epic day of nothingness,yet again!
STUDY STUDY STUDY
thats all my agenda entails,mocks and shit 3rd of febuary :/ gaawwwwwn kill me please

and the reason u ask why im writeng this on a satyrday nit u ask???
Because im a jumped up little Swot and ive made the decision not to go out till the mocks are over which is the day of james 18th.
SCHWWWEET.
Yet i am actually spending next weekend at lianes house,getting drunk,playing guitar hero,dancing on her treadmill and having mischief ;)
looking forward to it.
speaking of dancing i got my Ballet results back
MERIT baby!
and i thought i failed,i need more self assurance really.

so last night we had some fun in this internet cafe that we basically owned for the night,it was quite good actually,stole some pics from james above.
then we locked up and set off the alarm,responcilbe eh??

So went for a spin and droped liane nd levi home,then me and John went to Doorleys and had a drink with my dad.This guy called gerry my dad knows came out to the smokin area with us and kept callin John ''this e're big bastard'' ''lord isnt he a tall fecker?'' and he was askin me to define the word ''Platonic'' and making comments on my ''wee skirteen''.

:/
i actually wanted the ground to swallow me up.

Doing more cao 2night,dont ask about it please,its a total fail as far as im concerned.
should be sleeping


but that would be pointless aha