Paparazzi

Been eating strawberries all morning YUMMMY
Ahhh yeah summers here!!!!

:D

only problem im having these days is that i have all the time in the world and im doing nothing about it except cleaning the house and being a general housewife.
I swear to jesus right no im NEVER going to become a housewife!!
(if i do,shoot me please)

spent a lovely day in town with kaz and neevis
we went to the park and chilled with our ice creams and magazines then and just messed around with neevs camera!


love days like these.
recently ive also become hooked on twitter :/ i know i shouldnt but i did! as have half the population of the world.
FINALLY getting my scan in july,oh joy! maybe now they will actually be able to figure out whats wrong with my body(maybe if i ask nicely they can sort out my head too ;) baha
Making lots of plans aswell,most of which involve sleeping more,gyming it more and getiin some kick ass shoes to go with my grad dress.

Also,very sad today,micheal Jackson passed away last night,i followed the story online it was tragic :( R.I.P and hope his family are gonna be alright,also R.I.P Farrah Fawcett and Ed MacMahon,hollywood lost 3 stars this week :(

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You steal my sunshine

Had dinner with the girls last night

the topic of conversation was interesting to say the least!


then we got onto tv/Movie characters and who would be who

My results are:
Desperate Housewives: Gabrielle
Greys anatomy:Alex
Friends:Joey
The Hills:Stepahine and Audrinas love child
Shrek: Lord Farquad BAHA
Scrubs:Elliot
Jungle Book: Mogli( so im a boy who runs around in underwear all the time??)
Little Mermaid: Scuttle
Lion King: Mufasa
Madagascar:King Julian



seriosuly made me re-evaluate the people i hang out with :P


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Draaaaging it out

ive got like what....... 4 days until the biggets exam of my life ever starts and im messing around,getting distracted from study and grabbing any chance i get to use the internet.

It could be worse i guess,

oh wait yeah,the sun is splitting the rocks and i cant enjoy it :(
and i really miss the 6D girlies!

Siobhan Ormsbys face pretty much made my year,tequila does bad bad things

Late as ever

Ok so the good news

i finally finished school,thank fuck!
after 14 years(yes thats how long it actually is!) im finally done with the thing i HATE the most

and i couldnt be more happier
that was until i woke up the next morning and realise i had a week and 4 days to get my ass in gear for the biggest exam of my life.
Thats when it started to come crashing down,and to be honest i dont want to get stressed about it but it seems if you dont people think your a lazy underachiever who doesnt appreciate education.

Listen im just not up for tears,drama,hair loss and sleepless nights.
There is such a big drama about this LC
is it worth it?
at the moment i have these symtoms and as much as id like to get rid of them its the people around me who make me worried.
can i just get on with it please?
if anyone fucks up,its not the end of the world and i really wish students would recognise that instead of digging themselves into their own grave.


so.....GRAD MASS NIGHT!

loved every minute of it,apart from the part where we all started balling our eyes out dureing the last song of the mass,we couldnt even sing!
Part i hated was where i went on stage to do the last poem thingy and almost started crying!(what a cry baby!)
but meh i got a bit emotional seeing all the girls smileing that night :)
Then went to the pub and we were LOCKED!!!!!
loved every minute,every drunken class mate and every confession that was revealed that night ;) ha

im never gonna forget these girls
whata bunch of babes :)

Go back to the start

so we read this poem in class today
its called ''Summer elegies''by Derek Walcott(total ledge womanizer)

the first 3 stanzas were purely about sex
on a beach,
for like the first time
kinda describing in a nervous teenager way
'the things we did'' and 'hands dareing to be bolder''
Woah,it was graphic
i found it really alright to begin with,but by the time it was finished the poem took on a completely different meaning that had NOTHING to do with sex.

the end was about relationships and how with time they fade away
even a realationship that is once passionate and fun eventually dies out,like the memory Walcott was remembering in the poem.

the thought of that really struck me
if all relationships eventually die out then in what concept and context does the word 'love' come into the question of relationships?

in my opinion(and you dont have to agree)
Love is the most over-used and abused word in the entire english speaking language.As stupid as it sounds and i know how critical some people will be when i quote Lauren Conrad :'Love is not a maybe thing,you know when you love somebody''
but how?
how the hell do you know?
There are a few people ive come across in life who dont belive in a little bit of l.o.v.e and who firmly believe that it doesnt exsist which their quite entitled to.
Then theres the people who throw the word around like a football and have no meaning behind it whatsoever
and of course i'll put my hands up and admit that ive done that a lot in the past,everyone has.
Then there are the people who will say it just because they feel obliged to do so.

I could go on about this forever but ive just made tea and its getting cold now :) so i should probably wrap this up

if you want to debate me with this i would LOVE too (get it??!)

anyway,to anyone who has msn me in the last 2weeks
i actually havent been online in 2weeks and im still not cos my broadband is broke :(
if i was online u were actually talking to my grandad BAHA
My msn is on his laptop and the stupid thing signed me in everytime it switched on :P grrrrrrrrr
BUT I FIXED IT NOW!

so im basically just studying while u lot are online(lucky!)
but i'll get my Broadband back soon ;)
if anyone wants to lend a hand with the study,PLEASE do!!!!! 6weeks left and im screwed.

p.s congrats to Johnny and Lynda on the birth of Baby Holly!welcome to the fam !

Oh by the way,You,i miss you

its the risk that im takeing,im never gonna shut you out.

xx

Dead Or alive

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sorry,im alergic to bullshit

so i kinda abandoned this for a lil bit.
wasnt in the best of ways recently,and i was too damm lazy to even try to write.
but back now :]

So basically everything kinda fell apart this week,
ad i mean this in the physical way NOT the 'emotional my life has no meaning' way.First my I-pod headphones break the cheap twats,then my laptop adaptor decides to go hay wire and it wont work properly so i keep havin to switch it on and off :/

I woke up yesterday morning with a sore throat and this morning it was worse,to top that off i think i have pink eye :/ its either that or i just look really really tired.
Freaking out about this damm German oral next monday
IM SO NOT READY!
I have five of these stuuupid rollenspiele to learn off aswell as the pictures,which i abso hate cos their boreing as fuck and i really wish i had learned them 3 months ago :(
that would have been the smart thing to do.
well done Robynn.
but on the bright side the oral might not even happen,the teachers are supposed to be going on strike that day so thank god for the recession if they actually do.

I remember last time they went on strike.
i was in the primary school across the road and we watched them at break time walking up and down with their little signs.it was such a laugh.
come to think about it,i actually remember a lot about the secondary school from my primary school.
We used to make fun at the lads and the girls who where smoochin at the wall and shout abuse at them.god those were the days!! :) i loved tellin the lads to get ther hands off the girls ass when they were at the wall,it was hilarious at the time but now i actually see how annoying it was BAHA.
boys were evil perverts back then
they still are :/


right i just went off on a tangent there,
so annnnnnywaaaaaay
got some stuff for our legendary grad sorted.Signed the contract for the hotel and got the bus prices knocked back a bit,sucess!!
also organising more fundraisers for it so we dont have to pay any more money.
look its a recession!
were not THAT loaded!!
oh and sinead stevans(my new bestie) is really excited about my dress! :)
i would be too ;)
she loves the design and is all ready to get started on it.shes making it for me ,shes an abso genius and i totally trust her with this one.
yaaaaaaaayy

so St.Paddys day is back
the one day your supposed to get TOTALLY FUCKED!
and i might not be
depends how i feel ;)
i'll blog what happened anyway,if i can remember what happens aha!


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