Holding back

So im feeling like having a lil rant at the moment.

Do you ever have those moments where you just wish you could tell people what your really thinking.
A lot of people dont do this because of the consequences.
We lie and we cover things up so people dont get hurt.
And quite often the person we're trying not to hurt does end up upset when they find out that youve been letting them know only what YOU want them to know.

so whats worse?
the lies or the truth?

People say that ignorance is bliss? maybe

personally, i hate the liars who are covering up to save their own snake-like skin

there have been times when someone is STUPID enough to actually think that im that thick that i dont know when they are lieing straight to my face.
Actually sweetheart your the thick one, nearly 100% of the time, i know the truth.

Get a clue

Floods

Ok so the weather has been pretty crappy lately
no scratch that,
EXCEPTIONALLY crappy.
The floods are taking over and people are trapped in their homes and colleges. :/
I think this is enough eveidence to prove that we are SCREWED environmentally
im not a freakin enviro hippe or anything,but i do care about looking after and respecting the place we live and the elements we cant control(but we can influence!!)





ANYYYYYWAY!!!

Yep its almost CHRISSSSSYYYYMASSSS! :D And grafton street is looking pretty incredible yet again <3>

Also vier und zwanzig Tage bis meine geburtstag!!! ;) thats german,figure it out! haha

xoxoxox

Love List:Continued

(Cos i was just too damm lazy to finish it last time!)



I love:

When Im right,especially if the other person is really really stupidly wrong but their trying to make me out to be the stupid one,assholes
Edie sedgwick
Not eating the crust on bread - I WILL NEVER EAT BREAD CRUST OK??!!!
speaking of bread....... really buttery toast yum
3 in 1's, they make me so happy
The Starbucks red christmas cups
Hats,cos im a hat person
WAR
Being on time for EVERYTHING!
The fact im such a morning person,rise nd shine!! :)
Watching Sex and the City,on my own, cos i Hate when ppl talk over it
Leaving things till the last minute,but still being on time ha
Waking up and remembering good dreams
Waking up at 12
Waking up in a good mood
Drunken conversations
Power naps!!!!
Sleeping in general
Fishing with my grandad :) <3
When its actually sunny but not hot
Feel of grass under my feet
going barefoot in general
When someone opens up to you and you develop a stronger understanding
Hugs and kisses,the pyhsical kind ;)
Shopping on my own
Shopping with boys who have a sense of style
Movie nights
The good old Girly sleepover
Useing too much hair conditioner
Falling asleep to paolo nutini's 'white lies'
Feeling safe and happy


and last but not least

When Im feeling down,like really down and I feel like im going to cry at any time,im angry and i feel that I cant take on the world, that I will never achieve my goals, that im the most naive, weak person in this world.................................................................what i love is when one person comes along,listens to all the shite I think of,says nothing for a minute,looks at me,smiles, and tells me to stop being such an idiot,then scoops me up,hugs me and says 'Your going to be okay' in a way that makes me actually believe them.

xoxox

The Love list

So ive started to notice this trend that seems to appear in quite a few blogs ive seen where the blogger compiles a list of things they 'love' or like as it may be.


So im gonna give it a go : I Love


Hands - They are usually one of the 1st things I notice about a person Ive just met,weird I know.
Cold nights when you can see every star in the sky
Smell of new leather ballet pumps
Falling asleep in front of the fire
Having the volume on full on my ipod
Marc Jacobs clothes-shoes-bags-perfume
A really good book
Hula hoops and Mars bars
Daydreaming - I am the biggest daydreamer I know, Its a terrible terrible trait Ive had since I was little and It will never go.But Im somewhat proud of it because I could totally zone out in class and the teachers would never know
Star Wars
Cracking my big toes,before bed and in the evening
Walking, fast,If you cant keep up then tough
Smell of guys colonge
One foot out of the bed
Being stubborn
Then being easily talked round
Malibu and red lemonade
My Pokemon collection,im uber proud
Straight teeth - Its my dream
Eating nutella with a spoon,and im not alone on that one
The feel of Fresh Bed sheets
Gossip Girl
Music that gets me hyped
Music that makes me sad
Music that makes me feel a million times better about life
Debating, I WILL NOT DROP IT EVER
3am conversations that will always stick out in ur memory
When I surprise people by saying something really psycho-analysing
Ben and jerrys Phish Food
Tear jerking movies
Seeing my friends really really happy,like ecstatic
Danceing, whenever wherever
High Heels - Save me from a lot of jokes


thats a pretty long list to be honest

ah well

xoxox

Golden week

Is going great so far :D


and i dont care what you say brian burke!, you can have a golden week even if your an arts student!
Still, the workload is not getting any smaller,and its really starting to bug me.the last two weeks have been a joke with the amount of bad luck ive been having.
I thought it was one on those bad weeks,but no its rolled on into a second week! :/

So its now November which only means one thing.........yep its almost that time of year!
If i start metioning it now though I now im gonna get complaints,but i dont really care so here go's..............CHRISTMAS!!!!!! :D
I get really over excited about christmas,as If im still that 8year old girl who got the Barbie Dreamhouse when she didnt expect it(I actually still hav it sumwhere)
Last year was great cos i turned 18 and all that,but this year will hopefully top last years.

Just have to get through the xmas exmas first :(
and im on until the 18th! damm psychology doesnt finish till 4 in the eve,good excuse to go out that night since technically it will be my birthday after midnight :)

havent been uplaoding pics cos my camera is broke :( hopefully will get it working again soon,although i do have pics from hallows i havent uploaded.
sitting in an empty lecture hall at the mo cos my 9am lecture got cancelled and they were too lazy to put it on blackboard!
Bet my lectuerer has gone into labour,bout time she had that kid,shes been gettin huuuuuge!

also season 3 gossip girl: ''they shoot humpreys dont they?''
OMFG, cudnt believe the scandal in this one!

xoxoxoxox

Deadlines and Dates

Okay so I didnt exactly report back instantly about WAR.

put it this way though............................IT WAS EPIC!
I had been lving in Dublin for about 7 weeks at that stage and to be quite frank,it was the best night out ive had in dublin.

Went to James's and got ready with edel,alex and the lovely ann marie,
shes a au pair from germany and she seemed pretty happy that I could speak German!
Location for the venure was seriously class,
it was in Spy beside powerscourt in this big old georgian house that had been converted into a club,As a Art History student i couldnt help but notice ! ;)

Knew quite a lot of people their surprisingly enough and ran in2 peeps i havent seen in ages.Everyone was drunk,everyone was happy,and everyone was VERY VERY sweaty on the dancefloor.Oh and they gave us ice lollies half way through the night :D
James was ripped 2 shreds
alex practically got raped
edel was workin the glasses
and I was just happy out.

all in all, pretty damm good night.

since then Halloween was a bit of a disaster,
tynchy stryder never happened,
im not even going to explain because i'll just embarress myself.a lot.
Was Alice in wonderland on the Wednesday night(ALICE! ALICE! who the fuck is alice??)
And myself and Kev were matchin pirates in ros Saturday,
Ros was good fun,but was in a funny mood that night so went home quite early.
I swear im turing into a social recluse!
Have a lot of work to do this week If I have any hope of takin it easy next week,damm information studies and sociology!

I really need to listen to this lecture now

kbye

xoxoxo