BLOCK BLOCK BLOCK BLOCKITY EFFING BLOCK
I dont have writers block
I Have 'guts' block,I feel guilty about anything I write.
dammmmmitttt!!
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Monday, July 19, 2010
For the love of roscommon
Which i dont exactly have a lot of
But celebrations were in order last nit and seeing as I didnt have work and I hadnt been on a proper night out in about a month,I decided to get hammered.
Which I did.
In the process I lost my memory and lost respect for some people for about 2 seconds,but then I remembered that I am awesome and they arent and I was drunk So i didnt care!
to put what i recall in a few words, guinness,flags,aftershock,RAIN RAIN RAIN,blondie,jerseys and dreaded railings at the side of the dancefloor.
Annoyed I didnt see everyone,and if u did come across me and i was intoxicated im not going to apologize because you were propbably intoxicated aswell! so we were all happy out! :)
xoxoxo
But celebrations were in order last nit and seeing as I didnt have work and I hadnt been on a proper night out in about a month,I decided to get hammered.
Which I did.
In the process I lost my memory and lost respect for some people for about 2 seconds,but then I remembered that I am awesome and they arent and I was drunk So i didnt care!
to put what i recall in a few words, guinness,flags,aftershock,RAIN RAIN RAIN,blondie,jerseys and dreaded railings at the side of the dancefloor.
Annoyed I didnt see everyone,and if u did come across me and i was intoxicated im not going to apologize because you were propbably intoxicated aswell! so we were all happy out! :)
xoxoxo
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
In reference again to the fact im obsessed with Paolo Nutini
Paolo and his band on the main stage at oxegen this year
One of his best live sets ive heard!
Forward to 10.20 minutes for an epic version of MGMT's 'Time to pretend'
Heres the link
http://2fm.rte.ie/blogs/movdef/2010/07/paolo-nutini-live-on-oxegen-main-stage.html
Its only up until midnight on sunday :( boo
But theres other good great live coverage from this years Oxegen festival including Biffy Clyro, a few Muse songs and Florence and the machine!
xoxo
One of his best live sets ive heard!
Forward to 10.20 minutes for an epic version of MGMT's 'Time to pretend'
Heres the link
http://2fm.rte.ie/blogs/movdef/2010/07/paolo-nutini-live-on-oxegen-main-stage.html
Its only up until midnight on sunday :( boo
But theres other good great live coverage from this years Oxegen festival including Biffy Clyro, a few Muse songs and Florence and the machine!
xoxo
Monday, July 12, 2010
Girls have an international right to perv just as much as boys
Matt Willis. Busted may have died. My love for Matt will never.
Aaron Johnson, is engaged to the 40-somthing year hag he got preggers,booo! still a babe
Rodrigo Santoro, ah here come on baaaaaabe.
Ash Stymest, model,Mtv recruit and all round tattoed pretty boy,HIYA
Annddd of course my future husband and love of my life...................................................................
Paolo, WORDS.CANT.DESCRIBE:D
xoxox
In other news
We did the 'Kevin O'Malley Birthday tradition' and went out for dinner saturday night.
Was great seeing people I havent seen in a long while,theres a good few of us working now so meeting up has become complicated for the employed :/
Cant believe kevins 20, then again I couldnt get over brian turning 21,my cousin turning 18 and john turning 20. Had to dash off early tho cos I was working that night.
Im currently browseing the IKEA website,thinking about purchasing a new bed or a headboard for the one I have at the moment.
Unfortunetly the more I look,the more stuff I find myself 'needing'. Im paying for it,so might as well! Still cant stop laughing at all the sweedish names tho, HA! :)
Hopen Bed, haaaaaaaaaa gimme!
This ones called SÖRUM, lolz
Oh Gilda Blom, if only u werent 19.99 per pillow case!
Damm you IKEA and your overpriced pillow cases
xoxoxo
Was great seeing people I havent seen in a long while,theres a good few of us working now so meeting up has become complicated for the employed :/
Cant believe kevins 20, then again I couldnt get over brian turning 21,my cousin turning 18 and john turning 20. Had to dash off early tho cos I was working that night.
Im currently browseing the IKEA website,thinking about purchasing a new bed or a headboard for the one I have at the moment.
Unfortunetly the more I look,the more stuff I find myself 'needing'. Im paying for it,so might as well! Still cant stop laughing at all the sweedish names tho, HA! :)
Hopen Bed, haaaaaaaaaa gimme!
This ones called SÖRUM, lolz
Damm you IKEA and your overpriced pillow cases
xoxoxo
Well screw you too!
Dya know what I need right now,
a good old big sobby cry,like wailing like a love-struck banshee,PROPER STYLE.
I can remember the last time I had a good cry that didnt involve alcohol or hormones.
Some time ago I decided to stop crying, no joke like actually said to myself 'im giving this crap up'
Only because I had come to believe that crying was a sign of weakness and it was quite attention seeking. I now realise that I was completely and utterly WRONG.WRONG. WRONG.
The truth in the matter is ,guy or girl, we all need a good cry sometimes,just to let everything wash over you completely. You know that feeling?
When something happens to you or you hear something you dont like that triggers a powerful enabler in you that either fills you with pure and utter blissful rage or uncontainable flowing saddness, you get that feeling in your stomach like someone just punched you hard right in the pancreas,your mouth suddenly goes dry with a lumpy sensation in the back of your throat,your eyes slowly start to well up and you can feel pin-pricks as you try with all your might to contain yourself. Your breathing gets heavier and your cheast suddenly feels like it about to explode with anxiety and fear as you start to give in just a little bit.
Finally you take a gasp, and slowly but surely you start to feel the hot,warm tears that begin to travel from your eyes down your cheeck, they tickle a little bit, but your so absorbed in the moment of feeling so alone and hurt that you barely notice it except for when the tears have made there way down your face and fall.
You try with all your might to stop it, you wipe your face,hold your breath,close your eyes but you just cant seem to turn the taps off.That heavy feeling starts to circle around your head in a black cloud and for those 2-5minutes you give in and let it wash over you.
Thats a good cry. Sometimes it is for a good reason,other times it can be for no reason at all,at the most unlikely time of day, in the most publically awkward place ever. Im not paticularly talking about those cries you have to your girlfriends in the toilets of some nightclub in a drunken fueled conversation that you wont remember tommorow morning, or in the midsts of a heated arguement over something small with a boyfriend/girlfriend/parent/friend/lover.
Im talking about those good old cries that NEED to be done.
The ones when least expected,where you give into pride and let your walls down.
Some people say crying is a sign of courage.
That it shows that you are human
Shows that you care even when you pretend you dont
I think all these are true. Crying really is not a sign of weakness.
I used to get sooo annoyed with myself if I cried. It was the one thing I hated the most about myself, was that I was a big-old water-works who cried at the drop of a hat over anything and everything. When I gave that up, I think I started to build up some walls that had no purpose. I built a defensive system around myself and tried to male myself believe that I was strong and could handle all the bull-crap that life throws at you for no reason.
Turns out I shouldnt have gotten annoyed with myself everytime I cried. Ive grown to only cry when its nessessary on MY terms, and thats totally okay for anyone to do. The hormones have been controlled as Im a long way away from those days when I cried over a bitchy comment from an idiot who didnt undertand the words they were useing. It becomes different when you get older. Crying does become a vital part of keeping yourself sane! Ha!
Crying is good,end of.
xoxox
a good old big sobby cry,like wailing like a love-struck banshee,PROPER STYLE.
I can remember the last time I had a good cry that didnt involve alcohol or hormones.
Some time ago I decided to stop crying, no joke like actually said to myself 'im giving this crap up'
Only because I had come to believe that crying was a sign of weakness and it was quite attention seeking. I now realise that I was completely and utterly WRONG.WRONG. WRONG.
The truth in the matter is ,guy or girl, we all need a good cry sometimes,just to let everything wash over you completely. You know that feeling?
When something happens to you or you hear something you dont like that triggers a powerful enabler in you that either fills you with pure and utter blissful rage or uncontainable flowing saddness, you get that feeling in your stomach like someone just punched you hard right in the pancreas,your mouth suddenly goes dry with a lumpy sensation in the back of your throat,your eyes slowly start to well up and you can feel pin-pricks as you try with all your might to contain yourself. Your breathing gets heavier and your cheast suddenly feels like it about to explode with anxiety and fear as you start to give in just a little bit.
Finally you take a gasp, and slowly but surely you start to feel the hot,warm tears that begin to travel from your eyes down your cheeck, they tickle a little bit, but your so absorbed in the moment of feeling so alone and hurt that you barely notice it except for when the tears have made there way down your face and fall.
You try with all your might to stop it, you wipe your face,hold your breath,close your eyes but you just cant seem to turn the taps off.That heavy feeling starts to circle around your head in a black cloud and for those 2-5minutes you give in and let it wash over you.
Thats a good cry. Sometimes it is for a good reason,other times it can be for no reason at all,at the most unlikely time of day, in the most publically awkward place ever. Im not paticularly talking about those cries you have to your girlfriends in the toilets of some nightclub in a drunken fueled conversation that you wont remember tommorow morning, or in the midsts of a heated arguement over something small with a boyfriend/girlfriend/parent/friend/lover.
Im talking about those good old cries that NEED to be done.
The ones when least expected,where you give into pride and let your walls down.
Some people say crying is a sign of courage.
That it shows that you are human
Shows that you care even when you pretend you dont
I think all these are true. Crying really is not a sign of weakness.
I used to get sooo annoyed with myself if I cried. It was the one thing I hated the most about myself, was that I was a big-old water-works who cried at the drop of a hat over anything and everything. When I gave that up, I think I started to build up some walls that had no purpose. I built a defensive system around myself and tried to male myself believe that I was strong and could handle all the bull-crap that life throws at you for no reason.
Turns out I shouldnt have gotten annoyed with myself everytime I cried. Ive grown to only cry when its nessessary on MY terms, and thats totally okay for anyone to do. The hormones have been controlled as Im a long way away from those days when I cried over a bitchy comment from an idiot who didnt undertand the words they were useing. It becomes different when you get older. Crying does become a vital part of keeping yourself sane! Ha!
Crying is good,end of.
xoxox
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Monday, July 5, 2010
19 year old ridiculous Flirt, 'apparently'
Or so Ive been told.
As the Facebook group goes, im not flirting its called being nice!
It was quite the problem when I was like 14 or 15 or around that time when all that I was concerned about was the shortness of my school skirt and wether I could still nip down to the shop at lunch time and make it back in time to finish the german homework I should have done a week ago. I will openly admit I did come across as a total flirt sometimes when I was younger, but you'd think at 19 I would know better?
Of course I bloody do!
But a couple of weeks ago, on one of the VERY rare nights I was out(Brian Burke if your reading this I know your giving a slight snigger at that fact, *dont roll your eyes*) :P I was wearing a paticular necklace that I love. Ironically enough the necklace says 'Love' in nice swirly writing. Its kinda small but I like it.
Anyways we were all in the pub having a laugh and getting progressivly drunker, I started talking to a person who shall remained un-named whom I had not seen in a while. I wasnt paticularly close to this person we are more of a friend of a friend type of thing. Said person noticed my necklace and was looking at it for quite a bit,and seeing as Im small decided to first Patronise me by crouching down(there was no need to,said person was not that tall) and stare at my neclace with squinty eyes.
'I cant read that'' was the remark to my necklace,a scowl accumulating on their face,
'Oh it says Love,I thought it was kinda Cute ya know' was my response,
'Yeah right you just bought it so youd get fellas crouching down like I just did to stare at your rack'' was the speedy reply.
EH EXCUSE ME?! * I was thinking 'ehh wtf why would I, I havent exactly got a 'rack' to flaunt?'*
I just laughed it off and kinda tried to make a joke about it,but all I got was a bitchy look of seriousness and disgust in response.I seriously felt really self-conscience at that moment,all over a bloody necklace. At the time Id had a decent amount to drink and just didnt take heed and let it ruin my night,which saved me a lot of grief and ended up having a fabulous night.
But I hate hate hate thinking about the way that persons comment made me feel for that split second. They made me out to be a guy-grabbing exhitbitionist who'll wear certain things to get noticed. As far as Im concerned I really do think I dress quite well compared to a LOT of the choices of outfits you would see sometimes. I admit I will happily wear a skirt or dress that shows off the little bit of legs ive got because I am REALLY short! but I will compensate that by keeping my top half classy looking with a blazer/cardigan/jacket. But since when was it alright for people who dont really know each other to make comments like that to peoples faces in a highly critical and judgemental way? Said person had quite a nice outfit on I noticed, but I failed to comment on the fact that their tan-stained bra starps were on show for the whole world to see. Was this just sheer and pure bitchyness at its best or was I really in the wrong for wearing that necklace that they just happened to not be able to read. Or maybe it was dutch courage on their behalf and they ''didnt really mean to say it out loud''.
The way people and especially girls judge each on the clothes we wear and what we are trying to 'symbolize' is really quite judgemental and bitchy. Its not nice.
I dont think I can really debate this because soooooo many guys and girls will say 'if a girl is dressed like a slut shes probably is asking for it'. Thats all fair and well, but what if it is one little piece of your outfit like a freaking necklace??!!! Im sorry but it was a bit ridiculous. To have that one small item so analysed for its 'purpose' was really really pathetic.
I dont think I was in the wrong.
I will continue to wear that necklace when I want and how I want.
xoxox
As the Facebook group goes, im not flirting its called being nice!
It was quite the problem when I was like 14 or 15 or around that time when all that I was concerned about was the shortness of my school skirt and wether I could still nip down to the shop at lunch time and make it back in time to finish the german homework I should have done a week ago. I will openly admit I did come across as a total flirt sometimes when I was younger, but you'd think at 19 I would know better?
Of course I bloody do!
But a couple of weeks ago, on one of the VERY rare nights I was out(Brian Burke if your reading this I know your giving a slight snigger at that fact, *dont roll your eyes*) :P I was wearing a paticular necklace that I love. Ironically enough the necklace says 'Love' in nice swirly writing. Its kinda small but I like it.
Anyways we were all in the pub having a laugh and getting progressivly drunker, I started talking to a person who shall remained un-named whom I had not seen in a while. I wasnt paticularly close to this person we are more of a friend of a friend type of thing. Said person noticed my necklace and was looking at it for quite a bit,and seeing as Im small decided to first Patronise me by crouching down(there was no need to,said person was not that tall) and stare at my neclace with squinty eyes.
'I cant read that'' was the remark to my necklace,a scowl accumulating on their face,
'Oh it says Love,I thought it was kinda Cute ya know' was my response,
'Yeah right you just bought it so youd get fellas crouching down like I just did to stare at your rack'' was the speedy reply.
EH EXCUSE ME?! * I was thinking 'ehh wtf why would I, I havent exactly got a 'rack' to flaunt?'*
I just laughed it off and kinda tried to make a joke about it,but all I got was a bitchy look of seriousness and disgust in response.I seriously felt really self-conscience at that moment,all over a bloody necklace. At the time Id had a decent amount to drink and just didnt take heed and let it ruin my night,which saved me a lot of grief and ended up having a fabulous night.
But I hate hate hate thinking about the way that persons comment made me feel for that split second. They made me out to be a guy-grabbing exhitbitionist who'll wear certain things to get noticed. As far as Im concerned I really do think I dress quite well compared to a LOT of the choices of outfits you would see sometimes. I admit I will happily wear a skirt or dress that shows off the little bit of legs ive got because I am REALLY short! but I will compensate that by keeping my top half classy looking with a blazer/cardigan/jacket. But since when was it alright for people who dont really know each other to make comments like that to peoples faces in a highly critical and judgemental way? Said person had quite a nice outfit on I noticed, but I failed to comment on the fact that their tan-stained bra starps were on show for the whole world to see. Was this just sheer and pure bitchyness at its best or was I really in the wrong for wearing that necklace that they just happened to not be able to read. Or maybe it was dutch courage on their behalf and they ''didnt really mean to say it out loud''.
The way people and especially girls judge each on the clothes we wear and what we are trying to 'symbolize' is really quite judgemental and bitchy. Its not nice.
I dont think I can really debate this because soooooo many guys and girls will say 'if a girl is dressed like a slut shes probably is asking for it'. Thats all fair and well, but what if it is one little piece of your outfit like a freaking necklace??!!! Im sorry but it was a bit ridiculous. To have that one small item so analysed for its 'purpose' was really really pathetic.
I dont think I was in the wrong.
I will continue to wear that necklace when I want and how I want.
xoxox
Sunday, July 4, 2010
Sooooo frustrating
Do you know what I hate
When you ask someone NOT to tell you something that you dont need to know and they STILL proceed to tell you
Making you feel like shit
When you ask someone NOT to tell you something that you dont need to know and they STILL proceed to tell you
Making you feel like shit
Friday, July 2, 2010
What a girl wants,what a girl needs...
I hate that idiot christina aguilera for that song.
But i Figured it gave the blog a good title.
(see title)
A pomeranian, WILL SOMEONE GET ME THIS DOG PLEEEAAASSEEE!!
A Digital cam.Ive been 8months without one now(much 2 others enjoyment) have 2 start capturing my friends in compromising ways again.
Every piece of clothing Marc Jacobs ever made <3
The Tudors on DVD,or for someone with unlimited downloads( cos i DONT!) to download the entire series for me :( recently got into it typically just as its about to end with Henrys death. Soooooogood.
A dress that looks like either rennes or catherines for my 21st birthday. Hopeing to have it by this time next year so I dont have to worry about what to wear! But ive got like another year and a half to go ;)
Also all the seasons of Gossip Girl, Sex and the City, Laguna beach, Absolutley Fabulous, Scrubs, Ally Mcbeal,Gavin and Stacey, LA ink,Brothers and Sisters, Shameless, Skins and Cougar Town on download.
- The Virgin Suicides, Madeline, Star Wars,La vie en Rose, Spirited Away, Howls Moving Castle, - Three colours Red-Blue and White, Coco Chanel, All of Lord of the Rings, Lost in Translation
- Pan's Labyrinth, Der Untergang( The downfall), Schnidlers List, Some like it Hot
- Romeo and Juliet(Baz Luhrman), District 9, The big lebowski, Crash and The Pagemaster.
Would possibly take forever to download all them. :(
But i Figured it gave the blog a good title.
(see title)
A pomeranian, WILL SOMEONE GET ME THIS DOG PLEEEAAASSEEE!!
A Digital cam.Ive been 8months without one now(much 2 others enjoyment) have 2 start capturing my friends in compromising ways again.
Every piece of clothing Marc Jacobs ever made <3
The Tudors on DVD,or for someone with unlimited downloads( cos i DONT!) to download the entire series for me :( recently got into it typically just as its about to end with Henrys death. Soooooogood.
A dress that looks like either rennes or catherines for my 21st birthday. Hopeing to have it by this time next year so I dont have to worry about what to wear! But ive got like another year and a half to go ;)
Also all the seasons of Gossip Girl, Sex and the City, Laguna beach, Absolutley Fabulous, Scrubs, Ally Mcbeal,Gavin and Stacey, LA ink,Brothers and Sisters, Shameless, Skins and Cougar Town on download.
- The Virgin Suicides, Madeline, Star Wars,La vie en Rose, Spirited Away, Howls Moving Castle, - Three colours Red-Blue and White, Coco Chanel, All of Lord of the Rings, Lost in Translation
- Pan's Labyrinth, Der Untergang( The downfall), Schnidlers List, Some like it Hot
- Romeo and Juliet(Baz Luhrman), District 9, The big lebowski, Crash and The Pagemaster.
Would possibly take forever to download all them. :(
Yeah right......
I LOVE BEYONCEEEEEE!!!
Glad i got that off my cheast :)
But no seriously like, I watched the whole of this concert the other day on Channel 4. Now i know why people fork out average of 70 yo yos to see her live. But this show was simply musically AMAZING.
No expensive stage setting, No over paid crazy back-up dancers, and no over the top theme.
Just beyonce and her kick-ass band. I like the fact in this part she breaks down the song into 'you outta know' and is singing it to Jay-Z in the front row,and he's sitting there all swaaga-like being like 'yeah what up gurl? dammm my womans fine!' look on his face.
This and when she does a beautiful version of 'Sweet Dreams' are epic!
*sigh* music at its best
Glad i got that off my cheast :)
But no seriously like, I watched the whole of this concert the other day on Channel 4. Now i know why people fork out average of 70 yo yos to see her live. But this show was simply musically AMAZING.
No expensive stage setting, No over paid crazy back-up dancers, and no over the top theme.
Just beyonce and her kick-ass band. I like the fact in this part she breaks down the song into 'you outta know' and is singing it to Jay-Z in the front row,and he's sitting there all swaaga-like being like 'yeah what up gurl? dammm my womans fine!' look on his face.
This and when she does a beautiful version of 'Sweet Dreams' are epic!
*sigh* music at its best
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